Waaarrrghhh JOO WON JOO WON JOO WON JOO WON JOO WON JOO WON XD
*I wish I wake up and he's lying right next to me ;)
Friday, November 25, 2011
Joo Won :D
Friday, November 18, 2011
:/
I am no longer a place for you to hang on. What's the point of saying you would give me some time when you intended not to give me one? You contacted me EVERYDAY ever since. There's no space for me at all.
You could say you're too sad, tortured, and everything. Yeah it's ALL about you. YOU only. Mine doesn't matter. You just trash it away and start pity yourself. The way you act now makes me kinda want to end up things myself. It feels like there's no longer about my parents problem. I have low level of patient you know. Its not like I don't care about you, it's just that you are sometimes needed caring too much. And it's not like I don't want to talk to you about this, it's just that I know I will be uncomfortable afterwards. To be truth, I can't keep the promises. I'm sorry. You can put the blame on me.
Why are you not get mad at me? It's not that I asked you to, but it's just you're too forgiving sometimes. For example at times when I don't reply your text, it's not that I was busy, I just want to spend my time alone. Watch TV, play games and stuff. I did it so many times and I ALWAYS made up excuses with you. And yes, I'm this much of a jerk. I guess we're not really in the same thoughts after all.
Why I am not answering your call? Well as I say, you doesn't give me spaces. And also, I'm a coward. I admit that. I afraid that I will give you more hope when I really don't want to. And after all that happens, us getting back together are barely a choice for me. I'm so sorry.
I beg you, please don't be too depending on your feelings too much. I'm not the one that always there for you. But Allah does. You're not weak, you just think you are. And I really really really BEG you, be strong.
Sorry I am not the person that you think I will be. I apologize. Goodbye.
You could say you're too sad, tortured, and everything. Yeah it's ALL about you. YOU only. Mine doesn't matter. You just trash it away and start pity yourself. The way you act now makes me kinda want to end up things myself. It feels like there's no longer about my parents problem. I have low level of patient you know. Its not like I don't care about you, it's just that you are sometimes needed caring too much. And it's not like I don't want to talk to you about this, it's just that I know I will be uncomfortable afterwards. To be truth, I can't keep the promises. I'm sorry. You can put the blame on me.
Why are you not get mad at me? It's not that I asked you to, but it's just you're too forgiving sometimes. For example at times when I don't reply your text, it's not that I was busy, I just want to spend my time alone. Watch TV, play games and stuff. I did it so many times and I ALWAYS made up excuses with you. And yes, I'm this much of a jerk. I guess we're not really in the same thoughts after all.
Why I am not answering your call? Well as I say, you doesn't give me spaces. And also, I'm a coward. I admit that. I afraid that I will give you more hope when I really don't want to. And after all that happens, us getting back together are barely a choice for me. I'm so sorry.
I beg you, please don't be too depending on your feelings too much. I'm not the one that always there for you. But Allah does. You're not weak, you just think you are. And I really really really BEG you, be strong.
Sorry I am not the person that you think I will be. I apologize. Goodbye.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
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